I-T-U

Jujur, setiap ke tempat itu selalu ada aja orang yang nyakitin. Si F, dia selalu ngomong yang jelek-jelek tentang saya. U, dia bener-bener nyinggung perasaan padahal dulu saya kagum sama dia. C, dia rese banget. Ngomong pake merintah segala. Emang gue babu lu. K bukan orang tapi tempat. Dimana semua anak diwajibkan untuk kesana. Tempat itu nightmare jauh banget sama kata home sweet home. Pesen buat dia. Kamu peka dikit kek. Gatau apa saya nulis kaya gini gara gara kamu juga hah? I know i am a rude girl. So? This is the real me. In fact, i aways wear a mask.Nobody's know who the real maya. Also, somebody we called friend do not know who the real me. I never believe them. But i do not hate them. They still parts of my life. I couldnt have a life like this without em. But i just dont like this condition. They have more than one thousand reasons to make me sad and angry. I am confused now. Thats why i wrote this. x( i am sorry if i never understand you. because you never understand me. i love you friends. xoxo